Kimchi, not for me

So here I am, with my new hair and new glasses. Both pictures are rather crappy, but at the same time I seem to be trapped in one of those vicious "I despise myself" cycles at the moment. Arg. The second pic was taken with my phone, and the first with my digital camera, hence the different colors. I'd like to think my skin tone is actually somewhere between flash-enhanced Casper white, and yellow-bathroom-light nauseated jaundiceish peach. Who knows though.